This is what Charlie’s cardiologist told us on Thursday, and they are the seven most beautiful words I have ever heard.
Charlie’s rhabdomyomas have shrunken “remarkably.” The ones that were causing his arrhythmias are barely even visible anymore.
This is common. In fact, these are the only TSC lesions known to regress over time. We knew it was likely this would happen with Charlie’s heart, too. But we didn’t know exactly when. And we didn’t know, once they did, whether there would be any lingering electrophysiological issues. We didn’t know. But we hoped. Because in the land of TS, good news is hard to come by. And though I truly love our cardiologists, the thought of never seeing them again makes me very, very happy. And even though there are a thousand other things I need to report on (like our recent relocation, Charlie’s therapies, Charlie's hair cut, etc., etc.), I’m taking a moment to relax and savor this moment and share it with the ones we love.
I remember listening with a stethoscope when Charlie was three days old, trying to “learn” his rhythm, that weird little beat he marched to when he was very small. Boom ba. Boom ba boom ba. I remember standing by helplessly as doctors injected him with adenosine to break his SVT. I remember banging my head against the wall more than once when he refused to take his medicine. And still, whether he wanted to or not, he has taken his heart medications more than 2,000 times. Like a champ. That is the kind of kid we have.
We are lucky. It is hard to remember that sometimes, because even though we may be able to put our cardiology blues behind us soon enough, we’re struggling more than ever with Charlie’s epilepsy and how it's affecting his development.
But the heart is part magic, isn’t it? The heart is capable of things the rest of body is not. The heart is what keeps us going, like Charlie’s heart has kept us going, even when we’re not exactly sure where it is we’re supposed to go. Ba boom. Ba boom. Ba boom.
This is common. In fact, these are the only TSC lesions known to regress over time. We knew it was likely this would happen with Charlie’s heart, too. But we didn’t know exactly when. And we didn’t know, once they did, whether there would be any lingering electrophysiological issues. We didn’t know. But we hoped. Because in the land of TS, good news is hard to come by. And though I truly love our cardiologists, the thought of never seeing them again makes me very, very happy. And even though there are a thousand other things I need to report on (like our recent relocation, Charlie’s therapies, Charlie's hair cut, etc., etc.), I’m taking a moment to relax and savor this moment and share it with the ones we love.
I remember listening with a stethoscope when Charlie was three days old, trying to “learn” his rhythm, that weird little beat he marched to when he was very small. Boom ba. Boom ba boom ba. I remember standing by helplessly as doctors injected him with adenosine to break his SVT. I remember banging my head against the wall more than once when he refused to take his medicine. And still, whether he wanted to or not, he has taken his heart medications more than 2,000 times. Like a champ. That is the kind of kid we have.
We are lucky. It is hard to remember that sometimes, because even though we may be able to put our cardiology blues behind us soon enough, we’re struggling more than ever with Charlie’s epilepsy and how it's affecting his development.
But the heart is part magic, isn’t it? The heart is capable of things the rest of body is not. The heart is what keeps us going, like Charlie’s heart has kept us going, even when we’re not exactly sure where it is we’re supposed to go. Ba boom. Ba boom. Ba boom.